Okay so our trip to Disneyland was a blast and well needed vacation!!! We left Tuesday night, stopped and had dinner at Denny's then headed out about 10 10:30. I took the night shift so I had my Monster drinks stocked up. I only ended up drinking one and it kept me awake the whole time. I drove for about 6 hours, just alittle past Vegas. Then Jex took over. I crashed for about 2 hours maybe. It was hard sleeping in the car I felt every little thing woke me. We got into California and it started raining and traffic was HORRIBLE!!!!! I think we were stuck in traffic for a good hour. We could check into a Condo right away so we went to Disneyland for a few hours my first ride ever was Big Thunder Mountain Railroad. It rained on and off all day Wednesday, but it was nice the lines were pretty short. Thursday it was nice weather so the lines were a little longer. By Friday I thought I might be dying. I think my body is getting old... I was so sore. We walked to and from the park every day then all the walking and standing in line there... We would go home every night and got hot tub for a half hour it was amazing!!! I had a blast, but can't wait to be able to take Kaysen. We already plan to take him as soon as we think he will enjoy it!!! Here are some pictures!!
Monday is already Valentines day!! Its crazy to me how fast this year is already going.... I am pretty excited about this Valentines day!!! Jex got me the best gift ever!!! He is taking me to Disneyland!!!! Yay!!! I have never been so I am super excited and can't wait I know time is going to go by so slow. We are leaving Tuesday night once I am home from school, I am taking the night shift driving. I will be sure to take plenty of pictures and post them!!!
Super excited and can't wait, but I need to get him something that comes somewhat close to is gift. Any ideas I am willing to hear all!!!
I have heard this saying pretty much my entire life, and its is something I know is VERY true. I know that even though we may never find out the reasoning, it did happen for one reason or another. Our Heavenly Father has a plan for us and it includes hard times just has much as it includes joys. Yet when that something happens to you all you can do is wonder why...Why me, why now...??
A few weeks ago I found out some amazing news that we didn't share with a lot of people and now I am grateful we hadn't. I found out I was pregnant. We were thrilled, lol yes even Jex was!!! We weren't really trying, but we weren't being as careful either, so we knew it was bound to happen. I figured I was only a few weeks. Well I tried setting an appointment with my Ob that had delivered Kaysen, when come to find out she had moved states... Suck. Now I had to find a new Ob and I really wanted one I liked as much as my last. I found one in Layton I was going to try out, but since I thought I was only a few weeks they wanted to wait to see me until I was as close to 8 weeks which would have been Feb 25th. This worried me because of all the problems I had with Kaysen, plus I am scared to death of having a miscarriage. I was constantly complaining to Jex how scared I was and stressing all the time. He then told me " stop stressing about it or it is going to happen." I took his advice and stopped thinking about it.
Monday morning I woke up feeling like crap, I had tossed and turned all night and was nauseous and burning up most of the night. I just thought oh the joys of the first trimester.... I got Kaysen up and got him is breakfast and then went to the bathroom. I then realized I was soaked in blood....Every pregnant women's nightmare..... I text Jex... Nothing... I called my mom...nothing... I was freaking out. I then decided to call my new Ob, and they was still closed and their stupid answering machine thing didn't tell me what time the opened... I decided the best thing to do until they opened was to try and keep my mind off of it has much as possible, so I showered and got dressed. They finally opened at 8:30 and I told them what was going on and the nurse told me " okay well wait a week and if you are still bleeding then give us a call back...WTH are you serious. What did they think would come out of telling a pregnant women bleeding to wait a week...I was freaking out and pissed so I went to my moms. Jex finally called me back and we decided to just wait.
Tuesday i felt horrible cramping bad and I started getting sick and had a horrible headache. So we went to the ER. We were there for 5 hours for them to just come in and tell me I had had a miscarriage.....and I was further along then I had thought I was, I was closer to 8 weeks...
Jex told me he was really excited about having another one, I asked him well where do we go from here. He told me it might be good to stay off the birth control and what ever happens happens.
I am A- which mean I have the Rh factory, which is what most likely caused the miscarriage. The hospital gave me a shot and we are hoping that helps with trying to carry another baby. So we are really hoping to be pregnant again in the next few months.
What the reasoning was to us loosing this little one, we are not sure of and we may never know the true reasoning. Yet I know and believe it was meant to be this was. I am very thankful for having a loving husband who stayed at my side through this whole thing even when he wasn't sure what he could do for me. I am not sure I would have made it through it without him. I am even more grateful for having the chance to have Kaysen!!! I love my little stink bug he is my light that guides me through this crazy world!!! And I am also VERY grateful for all the family and friends who was there for us and was willing to help!!! I love you all!!!
Okay so our trip to Disneyland was a blast and well needed vacation!!! We left Tuesday night, stopped and had dinner at Denny's then headed out about 10 10:30. I took the night shift so I had my Monster drinks stocked up. I only ended up drinking one and it kept me awake the whole time. I drove for about 6 hours, just alittle past Vegas. Then Jex took over. I crashed for about 2 hours maybe. It was hard sleeping in the car I felt every little thing woke me. We got into California and it started raining and traffic was HORRIBLE!!!!! I think we were stuck in traffic for a good hour. We could check into a Condo right away so we went to Disneyland for a few hours my first ride ever was Big Thunder Mountain Railroad. It rained on and off all day Wednesday, but it was nice the lines were pretty short. Thursday it was nice weather so the lines were a little longer. By Friday I thought I might be dying. I think my body is getting old... I was so sore. We walked to and from the park every day then all the walking and standing in line there... We would go home every night and got hot tub for a half hour it was amazing!!! I had a blast, but can't wait to be able to take Kaysen. We already plan to take him as soon as we think he will enjoy it!!! Here are some pictures!!
